Wut Jut

Like i mentioned on my first blog, its emotions that motivated yet inspired me to start this blog, and i was taught that it was called as - 'Wut Jut' by ms.tan weh kuan. Well, i'd strongly felt this feeling on the other night, when i'm viewing other professional designer's works and comparing with my own, i somehow saw a big long distance to catch up, then like i mentioned earlier, the Wut Jut feeling showed up just right after that, anyway i'm not beaten by that tho, just Wut Jut :(  i felt better after making a few posts but just right now, after the meeting with Mr.L(the boss i mentioned in my earlier post), Wut Jut came to me again. Frank talk, i was kinda upset not just because some of my superb-favorite-designs were rejected, its because i've a choice to make between a designer and a businessman. Mr.L was a typical businessman and i'm a designer; i'm absolutely clear on whats playing in his head after the first meeting we had just an hour ago, just that those are not really something that i've been looking forward but in order to making extra income and building up experience and  network, its another 'client and dealer' concept, again. Oh well,perhaps i'll just have to produce more market-standard-designs for them before i turn BIG (hahahaha)! I'll keep those blood-fresh-designs/concept for my own label, don't feel like bring them to this world without giving any souls to them. 

After this post, i ain't gonna be Wut Jut anymore(don't know for how long, can't predict when is the next haha!) as i'm ready to continue the journey to the kingdom of '72+1'; go no time to Wut Jut and emo haha! Before that, One Coke is required, like i promised to myself earlier. "One day one Coke, brings you the best Mood/Mode"!

Regards,
Monkey.